i'm not strong anymore

when I hear people laughing

Paranoia: they're laughing at you, all of them. they think you look weird. they think you look awful, like shit. they're laughing at you because you're ugly. they pity you. they're glad they are nothing like you at all, you freak.

i'm not good enough and it sucks

Shh do you hear that? It’s the sound of my music taste being better than yours


i try so hard to be nice and then people say stupid things to me. everything’s just pure shit and i feel absolutely nothing. no hope, no sadness just plain fucking nothing.